I’ve survived twice. I’m still here.
I know, it’s hard. Some days are harder than others. I know what it’s like to wish life was easier and you suffered less. I know how it feels to think you’re alone and unloved. It gets better. It seems like bullshit when people tell you that. It seems that way because you’re so deep in the hole and it feels hopeless. Of course, you can’t see the way out. Of course, you can’t see the silver lining on the other side of the cloud. But, it’s there!
Sometimes, I think of those days. I get scared and never want to go back. Being in that state of mind is one of my worst fears. It’s an indescribable pain. It’s the fear that makes you feel like all is lost and there is no answer. I don’t want to be there, ever again. Sometimes, I get afraid of that place and I cry. I cry because I don’t want to go back.
Know that there is more to life. Feel like nobody loves you? All the more reason to live! That person is on the other side of that feeling! Feel like it will never get better? All the more reason to live! You don’t want this to be your life, do you? Living is the answer. You’ll be happy you did! You’ll find those things you’re looking for on the other side of this day!
Take it from the girl who found a way out the hole. Think of this as me throwing a rope to help you up!! 😉